Oluwabunmi Omotayo oko mi, It's 5months today since you took your last breathe, It's 5months and 1 week since I laid my eyes on you, It is 5 months and 3weeks since you last spoke to me. I still don't understand how i got through to today without you - My friend, Lover, Confidant, Father, Brother, Partner, Mate, buddy... I think about it and I tell myself that it is because you are alive in me. Everything speaks of you, Every moment echoes your name, Every action brings a reflection of you And every thought whispers your essence. Moments roll over, Time passes by.... BUT the essence of your presence never leaves me. Nonetheless, It is not enough, it doesn't suffice. Everything is different without you... There ain't no sunshine, it's rain and darkness.... I cant even see, everything is muddled up in my mind and in my head. Bunmi, death played a fast one on me.. This is the time we had both looked forward to since we got married; This is supposed to be the very beginning of our honeymoon and basking in the euphoria of true love ...We have had our kids and this is supposed to be the time for real serious, butterfly in the stomach, Romeo & Juliet, Bonnie & Clyde Love affair. And now I can't get a hold of you, You are gone ... There's no waiting, no anticipation, no hope of your return. Albeit, The love we shared together is what has kept my heart from crumbling under the weight of sorrow. The product (Our Children) of which has given light to my journey. Death, they say - is the finality of all things BUT my beloved, your story has just begun. Your legacy lives on... Keep Calm and cheer us on! My endless love.